And I always just have a glance at the Professor's profile... I miss him. So much. I miss his stupid face. And his big pot belly.
But today I felt an emptiness when I discovered he had unmatched me. Fucker.
Am I not worth remembering? Does he not want to see me? Be reminded of me?
This stings all over again.
I'm not sure how to think but I am taking it very personally right now.
I thought I was doing OK... But it's clear that I am not.
I am seeing a very sweet kind man who seems to adore everything about me. It may be love bombing... But I love the attention for the time being. I do not have trouble attracting men... Why do I want the one who doesn't want me?
He's not even good looking. And he's out of shape. What's wrong with me??
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